My new bow shoes <3
into the desert
weathered forever
desperate clouds
follow them out
seeing the future
cautiously answer
it’s only the plains
sideways rain
the days whispered and shouted
and everything counted
the signs were around
we looked, so we found
been seeking a pattern
none of it mattered
watching the sky
cycling by
through windows of the past life
we are seeing the same thing
but they are not laughing
the smoke from the engine
the bones of the plane
i notice this vaguely
but it couldn’t contain me
and so i’ve been tamed
and so it remains
and i am ashamed
and [hiding] in the strangest pathway
try to remember
pen to the paper
caution: ‘get out!’
what’s it about?
the pictures are empty
voices have left me
it’s only the plains
sideways rain
and i am ashamed
and i am ashamed
and every day is just the same
someday i’ll find the mind to mend it
and make dry these eyes i’ve gotten wet
cause it’s bad to do what’s easy just cause it’s easy
i wanna do what pleases me but i can’t
I need you like water in my lungs.
Oh boyfriends they buy you the prettiest things! My new hooded jacket from Sheike so lovely and warm ♥
Also I dyed my hair a reddy brown colour eeepp I miss the blonde so much already
Hopefully it will grow long and pretty now :)
